i feel happier and lighter (well metaphorically speaking! did i just use a big word there? that is so so sooo unlike me man!) these days..yeah, i am still jobless but things are really looking up..just this week alone, i have five interviews! i feel bad that i have to take time off to attend these because it also means that i have been cancelling meetings and abandoning justin and the k1 project..i am glad that he is understanding enough..though i know that it must be frustrating for him especially when we are nearing the climax of the event...
another reason why i am smiling wider (as wide as my "narrow" face allows of course!) these days is because of my princess! :) in april, my world basically collapsed on me when "the ex" walked away..i did not want to know why but yet i was not satisfied not knowing either. i guess that happens when you believed so whole-heartedly that that person was the one you were going to spend the rest of your life with. but life has this funny way of sneaking up on you and smacking you with a frying pan when you least expect it!
if you can believe it, i most definitely did not expect to get into a relationship so soon..much less give so much so willingly..but she has really changed my life and brightened it infinitely. she has stood by me quietly all this while, from the moments i was really down and depressed, over the breakup, over the joblessness and over spraining my back (i have yet to touch a football for 2 whole months already..even my heart surgery did not keep me down this long!)..but through those times, i had not seen her as anything more than a release. it was only recently that i found myself drawn to her amidst the numerous smses exchanged, the late nights on msn and my self-denial..it was just not possible! but then, incredulous as it sounds, all it took was one "friday that was not supposed to happen" to break my resistance (and i found out afterwards, hers as well!)..if it sounds drama, it is..but that is really how it happened..the feeling i got on that friday was so surreal, i kept telling myself it cannot possibly happen in real life except that it did! and despite all the doubts i casted in that instance, it just would not feel wrong...
now i just cannot imagine a life without her at any point of time..and i do not want to waste time imagining that happening either. if it is one thing i have learnt, it is to treasure each moment as it passes..else these moments (which incidentally only passes by once) will simply pass us by wasted...
God will always send love our way...just like he leads the thirsty to water..at the end of the day, it is our decision whether or not to let love into our hearts..and thank God, i am not thirsty anymore! :)
ps: the princess has requested that her identity be kept hidden for "security" and "image" purposes..(apparently) it is awfully "unglam" to make royal announcements over blogs and msn..in the meantime, please patiently wait your turn until the royal guards deliver the good news to your "peasant-villes"!
pps: find out more about motorsports in singapore and the k1 grand finale - the first event taking place on the f1 track - happening at the f1 pit building on 26-27th july. stand to win yourself a canon ixus digital camera when you take part in the k1 quiz. or if you are up for more attractive prizes, sign up for our pit crew challenge or k1 m-bassador search! visit us at www.k1.sg today!
another reason why i am smiling wider (as wide as my "narrow" face allows of course!) these days is because of my princess! :) in april, my world basically collapsed on me when "the ex" walked away..i did not want to know why but yet i was not satisfied not knowing either. i guess that happens when you believed so whole-heartedly that that person was the one you were going to spend the rest of your life with. but life has this funny way of sneaking up on you and smacking you with a frying pan when you least expect it!
if you can believe it, i most definitely did not expect to get into a relationship so soon..much less give so much so willingly..but she has really changed my life and brightened it infinitely. she has stood by me quietly all this while, from the moments i was really down and depressed, over the breakup, over the joblessness and over spraining my back (i have yet to touch a football for 2 whole months already..even my heart surgery did not keep me down this long!)..but through those times, i had not seen her as anything more than a release. it was only recently that i found myself drawn to her amidst the numerous smses exchanged, the late nights on msn and my self-denial..it was just not possible! but then, incredulous as it sounds, all it took was one "friday that was not supposed to happen" to break my resistance (and i found out afterwards, hers as well!)..if it sounds drama, it is..but that is really how it happened..the feeling i got on that friday was so surreal, i kept telling myself it cannot possibly happen in real life except that it did! and despite all the doubts i casted in that instance, it just would not feel wrong...
now i just cannot imagine a life without her at any point of time..and i do not want to waste time imagining that happening either. if it is one thing i have learnt, it is to treasure each moment as it passes..else these moments (which incidentally only passes by once) will simply pass us by wasted...
God will always send love our way...just like he leads the thirsty to water..at the end of the day, it is our decision whether or not to let love into our hearts..and thank God, i am not thirsty anymore! :)
ps: the princess has requested that her identity be kept hidden for "security" and "image" purposes..(apparently) it is awfully "unglam" to make royal announcements over blogs and msn..in the meantime, please patiently wait your turn until the royal guards deliver the good news to your "peasant-villes"!
pps: find out more about motorsports in singapore and the k1 grand finale - the first event taking place on the f1 track - happening at the f1 pit building on 26-27th july. stand to win yourself a canon ixus digital camera when you take part in the k1 quiz. or if you are up for more attractive prizes, sign up for our pit crew challenge or k1 m-bassador search! visit us at www.k1.sg today!
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