i feel a royal flush (royal flush as opposed to a toilet flush) of emotion every time i see a loving couple..it just brings back memories and reminds me what i have been missing the last few months..but ginny is right..i should quit all these useless emotions and move forward..maybe instead of arranging all my feelings in a royal flush i should just flush them down the toilet bowl!
"teach me to lose you"
teach me to lose you, show me how to let go
i suppress it, but my heart won't follow
beating to its own rhythm, clinging to you
ticking onwards even if time stood still
for us, but you're with another guy
and i? i'm just a passerby
in your relationship, i'm nobody
someone who stumbled into you accidentally
by chance, by coincidence or by fate
by luck, by then it's already too late
teach me to lose you, ask me leave
tell me i'm after something i'll never receive
turn your back on me, say it's not worth it
but how can i let go when i'm not ready to quit?
how can i leave when i'm not ready to go?
how can i give up when you won't say no?
teach me to lose you, force me to see
but this foolish heart of mine won't quit easy
addy (20 march 2006)
other random thoughts...
1) marie triggers me to say the silliest and lamest things..things i would not be caught dead saying normally. okay well that can't totally be true since my colleagues have apparently put me down for the next big suan-ster award after just less than two months at work..but you know how people are la..you say something silly and they overreact with sillier things! :P (that award does not really exist by the way! seriously la!)
2) if you are really bored, bimbotised and in desperate need of a destresser (must be desperate k!), you can join marie dressing up cristiano ronaldo (or any of your favourite stars) in barbie clothes at stardolls!
3) been flu-ey the whole of last week..i mean, i could have called in sick and stayed home but how can! one mc will set me back nearly a hundred buckeroos a day! blame it on the fact that i did not fall sick enough for my brain to mulfunction sufficiently to override the images of 100 dollar bills in my head (with wings no less!)
4) two dinners two dates two days..
friday with jess at su korean cuisine at far east plaza..we ordered the set meal for two and they served us a set meal for four! no the order did not come wrongly..it was that much food! the service was prompt but it took us two hours to finish the food (okay, well one hour was spent talking and laughing..maybe a little more than that! you get the drift!) anyway, both jess and i agreed that the chicken was really nice! it was a little on the expensive side but alright once in a while i suppose! :)
saturday with elise at kaki bukit 511 food centre..just to explain a little about the food centre..it is not actually located in kaki bukit, it is in bedok north..and it is not part of the aljunied or east coast grcs, it belongs to marine parade grc..apparently certain maps require updating! right, now back to dinner..fried rice (which i keep spelling as "friend rice" as i am typing this blog!), kuay chup, bbq sting ray (not very nice), sugar cane juice, sugar cane juice with lemon and talk a lot! there's a story behind the fried rice actually..elise told me that she had a craving for it..but when we reached the place, she started thinking of what to eat..and so being nice (as always), i reminded her of her craving and why she should fulfill it and not torture herself by letting the craving linger on in the depths of her mind! if not cannot study and cannot sleep how? right? so..must always fulfill your craving! :P
5) lastly for the girls..if you are into fashion and you're bored with what you find in shops, do check out la piccola donna! good variety at excellent prices! just two things to note..don't piss off the owner (or you will end up on the "hall of shame" - right on top of the website somemore!)..and don't ask who is the model! :P spread the love and happy shopping!
totally in love with these two songs...
Wu Yue Tian (Mayday) - Tian Shi (Angel)
Liang Yong Qi (Gigi Leung) - Ge Zi Ji De Qing Ge
"teach me to lose you"
teach me to lose you, show me how to let go
i suppress it, but my heart won't follow
beating to its own rhythm, clinging to you
ticking onwards even if time stood still
for us, but you're with another guy
and i? i'm just a passerby
in your relationship, i'm nobody
someone who stumbled into you accidentally
by chance, by coincidence or by fate
by luck, by then it's already too late
teach me to lose you, ask me leave
tell me i'm after something i'll never receive
turn your back on me, say it's not worth it
but how can i let go when i'm not ready to quit?
how can i leave when i'm not ready to go?
how can i give up when you won't say no?
teach me to lose you, force me to see
but this foolish heart of mine won't quit easy
addy (20 march 2006)
other random thoughts...
1) marie triggers me to say the silliest and lamest things..things i would not be caught dead saying normally. okay well that can't totally be true since my colleagues have apparently put me down for the next big suan-ster award after just less than two months at work..but you know how people are la..you say something silly and they overreact with sillier things! :P (that award does not really exist by the way! seriously la!)
2) if you are really bored, bimbotised and in desperate need of a destresser (must be desperate k!), you can join marie dressing up cristiano ronaldo (or any of your favourite stars) in barbie clothes at stardolls!
3) been flu-ey the whole of last week..i mean, i could have called in sick and stayed home but how can! one mc will set me back nearly a hundred buckeroos a day! blame it on the fact that i did not fall sick enough for my brain to mulfunction sufficiently to override the images of 100 dollar bills in my head (with wings no less!)
4) two dinners two dates two days..
friday with jess at su korean cuisine at far east plaza..we ordered the set meal for two and they served us a set meal for four! no the order did not come wrongly..it was that much food! the service was prompt but it took us two hours to finish the food (okay, well one hour was spent talking and laughing..maybe a little more than that! you get the drift!) anyway, both jess and i agreed that the chicken was really nice! it was a little on the expensive side but alright once in a while i suppose! :)
saturday with elise at kaki bukit 511 food centre..just to explain a little about the food centre..it is not actually located in kaki bukit, it is in bedok north..and it is not part of the aljunied or east coast grcs, it belongs to marine parade grc..apparently certain maps require updating! right, now back to dinner..fried rice (which i keep spelling as "friend rice" as i am typing this blog!), kuay chup, bbq sting ray (not very nice), sugar cane juice, sugar cane juice with lemon and talk a lot! there's a story behind the fried rice actually..elise told me that she had a craving for it..but when we reached the place, she started thinking of what to eat..and so being nice (as always), i reminded her of her craving and why she should fulfill it and not torture herself by letting the craving linger on in the depths of her mind! if not cannot study and cannot sleep how? right? so..must always fulfill your craving! :P
5) lastly for the girls..if you are into fashion and you're bored with what you find in shops, do check out la piccola donna! good variety at excellent prices! just two things to note..don't piss off the owner (or you will end up on the "hall of shame" - right on top of the website somemore!)..and don't ask who is the model! :P spread the love and happy shopping!
totally in love with these two songs...
Wu Yue Tian (Mayday) - Tian Shi (Angel)
Liang Yong Qi (Gigi Leung) - Ge Zi Ji De Qing Ge
8 comments:
Note to Adrian:
If you aren't lame, nobody can force you to be lame! *lolz* But it's true la. In your presence I became lamer than normal also. So it's a truce. Nice poem there by the way. :)
Marie
(what's it with the constant bimbo reference!!!)
you have got to realise (if you haven't already) how silly it is to post as "anonymous" and then leave your name at the end of the comment! and i did not "constant"ly refer you as a bimbo hor..just once niah..you overreact lady marie! :P
HAHA! I was too lazy to sign into blogger. I didn't over-react hor! The stardolls thing is a one-off-bimbo kinda thing, now you make me sound like I do it all the time!! BAHH!!!
Marie
(So what, i insist on signing off! hiak hiak)
thank youuuuuuuuuuuu. hahah
:)
donna: next ad onwards you have to pay for it hor!
deduct from my salary lah.
U OWE ME SALARY for freaking long already hor. hahah
eh..what salary? i caught you doing a sideline hor..wait i send you back to your country then you know! :P
i do sideline is no choice one.. cos you never pay me. i so poor thing. then now u wanna send me back. haiz.....
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