way back into love

i dreamt..and it scared me awake..
the more i think about it, the more it bothers me..
it is not you..you are fine..
it is me..i am confused..
just something i have to overcome..
the irony...
i said i wasn't gonna lose my head
but then
pop! goes my heart
i wasn't gonna fall in love again
but then
pop! goes my heart
and i just can't let you go
i can't lose this feeling...
i don't know what i am talking about anymore...

can i dance with you?
and if i can't, can i just stand by your side?
while you swayed, i can shake a little
if i can't, i will just vibrate on the spot
until the night is over
and the music stops

can i talk to you?
and if i can't, can i just listen to you?
while you whined, i can bear with it a little
if i can't, i will just pretend i could
until the night is over
and you get tired

can i make you laugh at my lousy jokes?
can i make you smile at my silliness?
can i make you happy just by being around?
but if i can't do all that, then can i wait?
until the night is over
and the dream ends

addy (20 march 2007)

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something-irrelevent-which-i-had-wanted-to-say-sooner-but-which-kept-slipping-my-mind-until-now...
chris and elise do actually look nice togetherthere, much better!