was at east coast park with marie last night..i promised her i'd take her there to let her shout at the sea..well, thankfully she didn't do that for real! you never know what sort of sea creatures or sea gods you might offend! while she did not shout at me either, we had a really nice conversation*..
..when i hear myself speak, i realise that it's true..i have moved on..and i sincerely wish everyone whom i have loved before, hurt before and gotten hurt by before all the best..even though i am still weary from the experiences, i bear no grudges and i don't want answers anymore..answers will not change the past nor will they change the future..answers will not solve a single thing! in fact, by waiting for answers, we are indirectly hanging on to something which is already gone..even if these answers were volunteered to us, they will just bring about even more questions..when will it all end?
i am now walking down a long corridor, waiting for someone to open her door to me..i have let go..now, i just need someone to motivate me..
*the whole conversation has been deliberately excluded from this entry due to it's sensitivity and private and confidential nature. as such, this entry is based solely on my thoughts.
..when i hear myself speak, i realise that it's true..i have moved on..and i sincerely wish everyone whom i have loved before, hurt before and gotten hurt by before all the best..even though i am still weary from the experiences, i bear no grudges and i don't want answers anymore..answers will not change the past nor will they change the future..answers will not solve a single thing! in fact, by waiting for answers, we are indirectly hanging on to something which is already gone..even if these answers were volunteered to us, they will just bring about even more questions..when will it all end?
i am now walking down a long corridor, waiting for someone to open her door to me..i have let go..now, i just need someone to motivate me..
*the whole conversation has been deliberately excluded from this entry due to it's sensitivity and private and confidential nature. as such, this entry is based solely on my thoughts.
2 comments:
thanks for the trip and the chat. it shed some light to the puzzling stuff in my mind for the longest time.
of course, i wasn't planning to really shout at the sea animals. i was planning to shout at you lahhh. :)
what!! but i'll give you credit for doing the smart thing la..or you would have gotten a really good workout walking home from east coast park! :P
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