Monday, September 01, 2008

my blessed life

it's funny that despite my second successive failed career move this year i feel so very at ease this time round as compared to the previous failure at react pte ltd. while i was depressed and confused when i left react, there is this feeling that all things are in control this time. praise God. and as if to reassure me that He is indeed watching over me, i received three phone calls for job opportunities on my very last day at emc; two of which were uninitiated by me (i.e. i did not apply for those positions). now even if all three calls turn out to be nothing more, i know that God is still there for me and it is only right that i keep faith in Him just as He is keeping faith in me.

i have always led a blessed and relatively smooth sailing life..but i have not always been appreciative of the things - big and small - that i have been blessed with; a loving and supportive family, great friends, a healthy body, a sensitive nature, a glib tongue among others. that is not even mentioning the various life threatening instances which i have encountered and came away unscathed. thank God as well for jana, without whom, i'd probably be still wandering aimlessly in life - mentally, emotionally and spiritually. what is amazing is all this started out with the simple intention to support jana spiritually (which was not as simple a step as it sounds!). recently, jana and i have started praying together and i can feel His hand working in our lives and our relationship all the time - making us stronger as individuals and as a couple and guiding us along. praise God. i know for sure, there will be obstacles up ahead which will put my faith to the test but just as sure, i know He will always reach out for me and welcome me back.

God works in ways which we can never comprehend but each and every one of His work is intended and a miracle in itself - no matter how small or ordinary. this is my testimony. praise God indeed. for indeed, i have been blessed.

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