i realise i have been writing a lot but i haven't been writing much..i'm not exactly in perfect working order..but i'm not exactly that depressed anymore..people who come out with me or talk to me think that there is nothing wrong with me..still smiling, still making lame remarks, still talking rubbish..how wrong they are..i guess it comes with the impression i give others..my close friends will know that i am actually a very emotional person who is not afraid to express whatever i feel..and not just some happy-go-lucky, crap-talking, one-man-circus act that i know i sometimes can be..this is one of the rare occasions in life i suppose..that it feels like no one knows me..not even myself..mainly because i don't really know how to put all these emotions into words..my thoughts are like a million pieces jigsaw puzzle and all the pieces look the same..no i am not alright..but i am okay..
today:
finally did some sports this morning..no thanks to my sunday footie being cancelled last week and this week as well! it's been quite a long time since i last played tennis..didn't have any momentum at all and my shots were so weak and wayward..it was a good workout though..at least i could let out some frustration on the court! supposed to attend a friend's house warming later, but looking at the weather, i think not..
yesterday:
last day at the takashimaya office..we are moving to 79 anson road..no more lunch time walk along orchard road! hai..
i am so going to miss my little corner..
the day before yesterday:
desperately needed company for dinner..i just couldn't take the strain anymore and i needed someone to talk to..thankfully aileen was free that evening..i basically poured out all my confusion to her on our taxi ride..it didn't solve anything but it sure felt a lot better..kenneth and chris then met us afterwards for dinner at bedok 85 but that is irrelevent..
leenie..thanks for being there when i needed someone..and no..you're not such a lousy advisor :)
today:
finally did some sports this morning..no thanks to my sunday footie being cancelled last week and this week as well! it's been quite a long time since i last played tennis..didn't have any momentum at all and my shots were so weak and wayward..it was a good workout though..at least i could let out some frustration on the court! supposed to attend a friend's house warming later, but looking at the weather, i think not..
yesterday:
last day at the takashimaya office..we are moving to 79 anson road..no more lunch time walk along orchard road! hai..
i am so going to miss my little corner..the day before yesterday:
desperately needed company for dinner..i just couldn't take the strain anymore and i needed someone to talk to..thankfully aileen was free that evening..i basically poured out all my confusion to her on our taxi ride..it didn't solve anything but it sure felt a lot better..kenneth and chris then met us afterwards for dinner at bedok 85 but that is irrelevent..
leenie..thanks for being there when i needed someone..and no..you're not such a lousy advisor :)
as he faced the sun he cast no shadow
- oasis
- oasis
1 comment:
hey no prob driannnnn. just give yourself more time, you'll get over it soon!
anyways, of cos we all appear all well in front of other peeps, doing our usual lame stuff etc. i'm like that too la. can't expect us to wear that sulky/depressed face all day long right? :)
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