Tired

This week passed like a breeze..it's like i haven't slept..and yet i've been awoken already. Work is really good and i quite enjoy myself though i must say that all the late nights out at the pubs haven't really done me any good. The thing is after all the fun and work is done, when i'm on my way home, the world comes crashing in on me again. So it always is, in the middle of the night after doing my rounds at the pubs and i am physically worn out, all these emotions come rushing and drains me mentally and emotionally. I don't know how much i can handle honestly..i've never been any good in such situations..sure i dish out lovely advice, but i am too emotionally weak to carry them out myself. And it's with that, that i've decided to take the drastic measure..i've decided to leave Research Plus, much as i've enjoyed myself. My colleagues and superiors have all been kind but I just cannot keep hiding behind my work and then getting these breakdowns at the end of the day. I know many will say it's a silly and hasty decision to make but, i'd rather have a chance to regret before i really crack up and go insane. Please don't fight me anymore, anyone..i'm just too tired..

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karen: drink more water and rest lots..get well soon girl..