Wednesday, July 26, 2006

just a ghost

went for an interview with sistic today for a customer service position..thought it went pretty well..but throughout the interview i had this empty feeling inside like "what am i doing here?".. also realised today that sistic though an established brand, is a pretty small company..that's besides the point isn't it? the thing is since monday, my mind is pretty darn determined to get that ibm job..for those who do not know yet, despite my initial worries, my interview with anne, the ibm manager went well and i thought we really connected in terms of our expectations.. now it's just a matter of waiting for the second interview..anyway, with regards to the ibm position, my dad had this to say..

dad: i spoke with my friend and you have a pretty good chance..

addy: who did you speak to? what did you say?

dad: you needn't bother about that..i did not mention who you are..

what the!

false hopes..argh..no more no more..this better not be another case of the "fullerton blues"!


in keeping with my writing mood, here's another one for the scrapbook..actually, i have lots of ideas on my mind which will probably appear here in the coming days..do protest if you've had enough yeah? ironic i should write this then realise "this is the chinese seventh month isn't it? ooo..freaky..

why do you hide in the shadows?
like you're still in my life but as a ghost
watching me from afar
while i wonder how you are
while i stumble and i fall and i wait for you
but no hand reaches out to raise this fool
why then show concern for me
yet pretend to be anonymous to me?
why do you even care
about my obstacles and how i fare?
walk away since you've chosen to leave
don't give me hope which i will not receive
don't keep me looking among the shadows
for the person who got too close
who followed her heart and fell in love
but chose to remain just a ghost

addy (26 july 2006)

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