Worn Out

Finally, it's all over..seven long days have come and gone. Much have happened since then..some good some not so good. One thing good that has happened is that this past week has strengthened the extended family as a whole especially amongst the cousins..even though most of the time was spent attempting to log onto msn, teasing each other, talking cock and playing with the few magic tricks we learnt from ning..time passed quicker like that.

On the other hand, my first week at work has been a rather start-stop affair..my company has been gracious enough to let me off every afternoon to go to the wake even though it is my probation period and i am not entitled to compassionate leave. However, this also meant that the project i've been assigned is in bits and pieces..hopefully things will work out..especially since this is my first assignment..

Feeling very drained and worn out now..a part of me just wants to collapse in a heap and just lay there for as long as i'm allowed to..another part of me refuses to lie down and wants to make things right again..

One week ago, my grandpa was alive and i held her in my arms..one week later, neither of them are here and my heart is broken in two, one piece for each of them and none left for myself..