Monday, May 08, 2006

There Is Nothing


Have you ever have the feeling when something is just taken away from you? Fullerton is gone..while i didn't exactly have high expectations to get the job, at least there was always a hope, an optimism..but now that i know the result..nothing..

Fullerton HR: I'm sorry to say that you have not been offered the job.

addy: it's ok -smiles-

HR: If we have any suitable positions, you'll be first to know.

addy: that's great! -broad smile-

(after putting down the phone...)

addy: ... ...

Now where do i go? Where do i begin when it doesn't even feel like a beginning? I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere, with a pile of nearly 200 or more (i assume) resumes already sent and basically no responses (except the "sorry" ones), a previous crappy job hindering my progress, a distance learning cert discriminated against and a big bad bunch of NUS and NTU grads breathing down my neck! I'm so lost now (and as ning will say), it's so not funny..

There was something
There was nothing
Just a hope
Not really
There was something
Now, there is nothing

addy (09 may 2006)

Some things are written too soon..now it makes more sense..-sigh-

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

C'mon adriano!!! dun give up... althought u face competition from ronaldo, robinho, ronaldinho..... kaka....fred...etc, u should keep fighting. frankly, i have a fren doing marketing at chanel. if u dun mind lotsa fashion, chiobus n models, i can ask her see if there's any job openning.

Anonymous said...

that'll be nice..i don't mind the chiobus and models even if no job openings! thanks dude..