Open Letter to my "Sister"

why do you make blur the line that i've so painstakingly drawn?
i know i'm not supposed to feel a thing but..
well, i don't know what to feel right now really..
i wished you would give me a sign or something..
but then again, why would you give me a sign when there was no intention on your part?
i'm oh so confused all over again..

guess i've to make bold the line that i've drawn to stop myself stepping over it..
so that you cannot blur it for me..
unless..
of course, you decide to step over to my side...