finally, the work week has ended..
i hate this later shift..1.30pm - 10pm..
i wake up, idle a while..then it's time for work..
i don't even know what time i should have my lunch!
so most of the time i just skip it! =P
when i knock off, it's so late, i don't feel like going anywhere..

saturdays are worse..11am - 3pm..and i don't drive to work on saturdays!
so when i get home it's ard 4pm and that's basically a quater of my weekend gone! =(
but my work is relaxed compared to other bases so..
thou shalt be grateful..amen!

it's been another see-saw week..i think i'm too emotional..
things don't happen around me at all! but my mind is throwing up new mysteries all the time..
i think about things that have past..and i think about things that have not yet happened (and may never happen!).
it's a neverending process i tell you..
so please be considerate and never ask me what i'm thinking about cuz..i can't tell you if i don't really know myself!

last but not least, i realise i'm really growing into this blog thing..
which is good in a way that i can write out my thoughts (at least those that i can make sense of!)..
unlike poetry where i have to write out how i feel and then phrase them properly..or it'll sound like crap..
i cannot stand crap..even if it's just mainly for myself..
then again..especially if it's mainly for myself!
anyway, i think i needed the break from writing poems..the last few were really rubbish..

arsenal vs spurs tonight..we should be in for a real good thrashing..
no..not because we are lousier than arsenal..but..
because yours truly is gonna be by the telly supporting his beloved spurs..
come on you spurs! -hopeful look-