Wednesday, March 19, 2003

For Starters..

Sorted out a few titles for your selection..let me know if you're interested in any through the "comments" or email or sms..Let your friends know as well and if they are interested i'll pass it to them through you -points- Anyway, here are the starting few titles..regarding the price, it's basically "pay as you wish"..else it's free for you to take :)

Lastly, regardless of whether you see the title already taken, please just indicate your interest..i'll try to distribute it out evenly so that not just one person grabs everything away..

cheers!
addy

Monday, March 17, 2003

Moving on..

Now it has really started sinking in..gotta move on..gotta start packing up stuff..gotta start moving my..gosh..CDs! Now everything else in my room is probably easy to move..when compared to the hundreds and i mean hundreds of CDs i have. But i got to start somewhere right? So i'll start by giving away some of my CDs..any takers? Those interested please stay tuned while i compile a list within the next week or two of those CDs i'll be giving away..pay me if you really wish to..

Anyway, just redecorated the place..blue was starting to get a little stale so time for a little greenery! Green is good for the eyes ya know? =P

Thursday, March 13, 2003

Somewhere over the rainbow..

So it's been finalisd..A done deal..Another closed chapter..My blue room, my haven for 7 years will be no more..

Yes, there'll be no more chinese new year gatherings here, no more writing of the same address or the home telephone number i've got to know so well..

Happy? No..
Sad? Not really..
More of mixed emotions..

What irks me is the reason given to me..But well, i don't really have a say in this do i? Funny how we humans are never contented..

To those who have never attended a single chinese new year or birthday gathering because "sorry i cannot make it, i promise to come next time", next time sometimes doesn't wait for you my dear friends.. To all the memories - from the time when i was in sec 4 and i had to wake up in the middle of the night to play computer games in my room so that my parents won't nag, to the late nights i kept to irc, to the times my friends fell asleep in my room (What's up with that?!) to tonight when i walk across from the computer room to my own room for bedtime - i say a reluctant good night..

My haven may soon be a haven to someone else but just like i've made my room my own, i will find my haven again somewhere else..

somewhere over the rainbow
sky's are blue
and the dreams that you dared to dream maybe do come true..

Sunday, March 09, 2003

When?

It's just 3pm and yet i feel that my weekend has been thoroughly wasted..Spent my saturday stuck in Gombak on duty until this morning..Then i decided not to go for my football training as well which..left me with nothing to do! I never fail to amaze myself with the things i do sometimes..

So what do i do? I think, i ponder and i contemplate and life just isn't so rosy.. I ask when, why and how? and i write a poem on one of them (guess which?!).. But it doesn't really help so i turn on Silje Nergaard's The Waltz to calm myself a little..

You waltzed in and spun my world
Around in dizzy dance i swirled
And suddenly you waltzed away
From me..


in a way it kind of helps..

Saturday, March 01, 2003

Days like these..

Just got home from orchard..and guess what came home with me? a $100 worth of CDs! gosh..i hate it when i'm in my moods. So what happened to my "Do i really need it? Will i listen to it 2 weeks from now?" quetions? To hell with them i suppose..hai.. Well, at least with a teeny weeny little bit of control, i didn't exceed 100 bucks..thankfully??

Ed Harcourt - From Every Sphere (Folk-Alternative)
Pearl Jam - Binaural (Grunge)
Carmen Cuesta-Loeb - Dreams (Jazz Vocal)
Gabriela Anders - Wanting (Fusion Jazz)
Dancing Fantasy (Fusion Jazz)

Ok..maybe it's not too bad a mix but well..

I'm speechless and stoned..
Something's got into me..
Walking along alone..
Sympathy won't work for me..
Mobile phone in hand..
But i'm not expecting a call..
Don't try to understand..
You wouldn't at all..
Another mood swing..
Another smile hits the wall..
Feel like crying..
But the tears will not fall..
Looking ahead and through it all..
Faces i cannot recognise..
My thoughts hit the floor..
Yes, sometimes loneliness is nice..


Hmm..can't believe i wrote that impromptu.. Tired now, poetry tires me out too easily these days..