Somewhere over the rainbow..

So it's been finalisd..A done deal..Another closed chapter..My blue room, my haven for 7 years will be no more..

Yes, there'll be no more chinese new year gatherings here, no more writing of the same address or the home telephone number i've got to know so well..

Happy? No..
Sad? Not really..
More of mixed emotions..

What irks me is the reason given to me..But well, i don't really have a say in this do i? Funny how we humans are never contented..

To those who have never attended a single chinese new year or birthday gathering because "sorry i cannot make it, i promise to come next time", next time sometimes doesn't wait for you my dear friends.. To all the memories - from the time when i was in sec 4 and i had to wake up in the middle of the night to play computer games in my room so that my parents won't nag, to the late nights i kept to irc, to the times my friends fell asleep in my room (What's up with that?!) to tonight when i walk across from the computer room to my own room for bedtime - i say a reluctant good night..

My haven may soon be a haven to someone else but just like i've made my room my own, i will find my haven again somewhere else..

somewhere over the rainbow
sky's are blue
and the dreams that you dared to dream maybe do come true..