Three days in and the sadness is just beginning to drain itself away..or so i believe..deep down though, it's still kind of hard..but i'm not bitter..
In fact, i've got to thinking..this isn't THAT bad..it's not like those sort of pots-and-pans-throwing-fits separation that we see in the movies..nor is it the normal now-that-we're-not-together-there's-no-reason-to-be-friends type..on the contrary, we are still talking..still making plans for our sports afternoons..still irritating each other (!!)..the only difference is probably the emotional part..the part where i'm answerable to her and she's answerable to me..the part which links couples together as well as potentially pull couples apart..personally, i feel that now without that emotional pressure, we may just get to know each other better..little things which we may usually find silly "i only took geography until secondary 2" are easier to say now..rather than arguing over "what time to meet tomorrow and what to do", we can discuss her report like proper friends now..even if she cannot meet me the whole of next week, it's ok now..maybe this is just what we need to re-discover the romance..or not..only time will tell..but we both strongly believe that "if God wills us to be together..then no matter our far we may go, someday we will still find each other.." just like how we found each other (again!) 4 years 8 months 2 weeks and 2 days ago..
All i can say is..let's just walk this journey and see where the road takes us..we may lose each other along the way..we may become sporting kakis or even best buddies..we may become enemies..or we may even end up married!! for now though, if you ever need someone to talk to, discuss your work with, a shoulder to rely on, take out your frustrations on, teach you how to ride a bicycle or thrash you in table-tennis, badminton and bowling (hehe), i'm always just a phone call/ sms/ msn away..
So no more tears..here's to our happy ending..and here's to a whole new beginning! Cheers babe!
"true love is frozen in time..i'll be your champion and you will be mine..i will remember you.."
Featured song is taken off the album "Heart In Motion" by Amy Grant.
1 comment:
hey ad ad,
i agree with what u said..same feelings as well..I really hope u din take it too badly, was quite worried how u might take it..But i guess hearing, rather seeing u say/type these words was comforting to me..This is God's plan i suppose..What I believe is tat whatever the future may be, it will be the best for us..Keep in touch yah? Wld really hate to lose u as a companion, in any sense..
See! I am leaving a tag on ur blog! 1st time..Might not have done so before!
kar kar
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