it's that time of month again..

the church team's quater-final match on sunday got abandoned with 5 minutes left to play..all because 2 gangsters from the opposition team (from new creation church!!) preferred to pick a fight with their fists! we were 2-0 up at that time when the referee - whom i thought lost control of the situation - chose to abandon the match! whether the result will be valid remains to be decided by the competition committee..it'll be a real pity if we were to be kicked out of the competition together with ncc because of this incident! another thing i found totally distasteful and disgraceful about those 2 idiots was that they were representing a church, no less! besides hurling their fists and a whole catalogue of vulgarities, one of them even went as far as to throw his jersey on the floor! i hope IF they ARE from ncc, that the church publicly take them to task! anyway, i hope the committee let the result stand which will see us through to the semis..

today was another torrid day at work..everyday i question myself why why why? why me? why this place? why! i mean, every day since the 1st of july has been bad even when on the outside i seem to smile a lot..but today seem to be one of the worst! i just don't know what hit me..there's just this sinking feeling inside me which i cannot seem to get rid of..even though i've spent the better part of today reading marian keyes' "sushi for beginners" - which is quite funny i must say..it utterly depresses me that it is about 3 women who are searching for happiness! what about me i say! what about me!

my mum's left for her "round the world" trip today and she won't be back for 3 weeks! gosh..3 weeks of take-aways! will miss her..less the nagging though..alright maybe a little of the nagging!

tomorrow will be better! mainly because i took half day..so at least it'll definitely be half better than today -shrugz-

cheers!
adrian