2004..another year gone..am i the only one or are there others out there who have wondered about what they have accomplished the past year and come short? well, wasted may not exactly be the word..the every day learning process is always there..i've learnt how to drag myself to class (well, at least for half the class which is an improvement!! -dignified look-) i've learnt that the tap at Sakae Sushi is for their hot drinks (thanks or no thanks to the ling!! -blushes-) i've changed the way i behave here and there - the way i talk, the way i drive, the way i look at others..as you can see, i've accomplished quite a fair bit in 2003..but none of radical significance..but maybe that's the way it always would be, just like a business doesn't make a profit overnight (unless the owner suddenly struck lottery!!), life is all about taking slow and steady steps with the occasional trips and slips and some parts where we have to take a leap..
one thing rather sad is that with each passing year, more and more friends are becoming in a sense more "inaccessible" (including myself!)..we are always more busy with other things..our studies, our hobbies, our obsessions..and when i think about it now, would it really hurt to put aside a few hours for our friends? sad but true, but at least countdown was special this year with karen..not only because the fireworks display was simply gorgeous..not because the "school of rock" rocked!..and not because for once i appreciated the other races for what they are..but because of a little sacrifice she made for me..thanks darling..it made everything even more special! =)
the only thing (or people) missing perhaps was that the usual suspects were not there to bask in the moment with us, kenneth, yaling, xinyi, roland, raymond, jessica..to you guys, i say i miss you guys lots and i really wished you were there!
lastly, i haven't got any new year's resolutions this year..now you may ask what's the use of resolutions when more than half of the people you know who make them usually do not keep them? well, i've thought about that and my answer is simply: if you do not make them, you are not even trying..it may be something as trivial as wanting to change your dress sense or getting a new hair cut..but a new year's resolution stands for something deeper, it is something you have wanted to do but have not found enough reason or guts enough to do..sure, we may not accomplish them, but at least let us not not accomplish them for the lack of trying!
to all (if anyone still reads this blog!!), i wish you a wonderful and blessed 2004 ahead! =)
stay adored! cheers!
one thing rather sad is that with each passing year, more and more friends are becoming in a sense more "inaccessible" (including myself!)..we are always more busy with other things..our studies, our hobbies, our obsessions..and when i think about it now, would it really hurt to put aside a few hours for our friends? sad but true, but at least countdown was special this year with karen..not only because the fireworks display was simply gorgeous..not because the "school of rock" rocked!..and not because for once i appreciated the other races for what they are..but because of a little sacrifice she made for me..thanks darling..it made everything even more special! =)
the only thing (or people) missing perhaps was that the usual suspects were not there to bask in the moment with us, kenneth, yaling, xinyi, roland, raymond, jessica..to you guys, i say i miss you guys lots and i really wished you were there!
lastly, i haven't got any new year's resolutions this year..now you may ask what's the use of resolutions when more than half of the people you know who make them usually do not keep them? well, i've thought about that and my answer is simply: if you do not make them, you are not even trying..it may be something as trivial as wanting to change your dress sense or getting a new hair cut..but a new year's resolution stands for something deeper, it is something you have wanted to do but have not found enough reason or guts enough to do..sure, we may not accomplish them, but at least let us not not accomplish them for the lack of trying!
to all (if anyone still reads this blog!!), i wish you a wonderful and blessed 2004 ahead! =)
stay adored! cheers!
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