Heartbreaker!

had a little sms chat with my ex..seems that she is now working as an air stewardess! a Singapore Girl no less! no wonder the first message i received from her was "may i know who is this?"!! -grumblez- become air stewardess, forget friend =( but then again, she was always a sad story for me right from the start..a 3 day relationship - if you can call it that! - broke my heart badly and since then i have yet to find that little spark i used to have for relationships..hai..

anyway, on the topic of ex-es..all of them seem to be abroad! what's up with that?! one is in australia studying, one in china with her family and one flies in and out of the country! the last one i lost contact with her already sadly..but i guess breaking up with me has it's plus points! =P maybe i should start a business, "The Professional Heartbreaker - break my heart and win a trip!"..not bad an idea..will get to work on it some time..

1.51pm have to go back to work in the evening..it sucks..it's a saturday! no one works on saturday evenings! tommy page's time plays time will always heal the pain/ bring the sun and dry the rain... if only it was all that simple tommy..if only..

I know it's not right..

i know it's not right to feel down in the dumps..afterall it's CHRISTMAS!
so?

walked down orchard alone with hundreds and thousands of people around, all playing, laughing and basically having a good time and there i was, just one person in the crowd..lonely? no..not really..

i mean..i could have gone to the midnight mass with my parents..but will that make it any better? will a priest preaching the good news to me make christmas a little more special? no..not this year..

12.42am no..not very sincerely..but merry christmas to all anyway..

Christmas Without You

aaahh..one more day..one more day to christmas..the counting down to midnight so we can wish each other "MERRY CHRISTMAS!"..the opening of presents..the kissing under the mistletoe..the feeling of being locked in your embrace..christmas tree lights..christmas without you won't feel like christmas..but that's the way it always seem to go..hai..

speaking of presents..the precious moments figurine yaling gave me is very niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiice..the green looks a bit "obiang" -looks at yaling "NO don't hit me again!" =(- but i still love it! honest! =P

i just gave away more than $100 worth of my CDs to my colleagues today..feel very happy..it's nice to be able to share..rather than to sell to stingy places like cash convertors or gramaphone!

playing x japan's piano version of "longing"..very tragic..very suited to my mood at the moment..how i long for a christmas under the starry night sky with nothing else but neverending embraces and kisses..tommy page is right it won't feel like christmas without you..

last but not least..HAPPY BIRTHDAY YALING! i'm always the first ain't i? when are you going to give me a prize for that eh? hehe...

I'm so irresponsible

no i did not make any girl pregnant!

just realised my friend was down and i didn't even know about it! =( so sorry eug..so sorry that i have been so consumed by myself that i forgot about my friends..anyway, a word for you : don't give up..cuz i've been there before and trust me, i've been through worse..to the extent my lecturers had to call me personally and gave me personal tuition! so stick in there my friend!

just bought a canon V2..and after all that excitement about getting a digi-cam, once i got it, i don't really want to play with it anymore! what's wrong with me! =( it was the same with the MD player i bought as well..hai..

suede's everything will flow goes through my mind..and so it must..

Tis the season to be jolly!

was writing christmas cards..only the good boys and girls will get any from me! lol..actually, only those whose addresses i have! =P anyway, it got me to thinking about my birthday again and makes me have second thoughts about sending any out..but i guess to do so won't change anything. i used to go by this saying "do unto others what you want done unto yourself" but then, if i followed in what i thought was crap of others, i'm not much better off am i? that doesn't make me a saint, it's just what i say to comfort myself..merry christmas? we'll see..

11.27pm roxette singing i don't want to get hurt..i've done my time..
appropriately so..but now it's just time for bed..

Typically Singaporean!

just yesterday i was at the National Stadium expecting some team to maybe change my mind about the state of Singapore football. needless to say..they proved me right and stamped "GUARANTEED!" on my theory as well! there's this hokkien phrase "su lang mai su seh" (lose people but lose with style). well, last night, singapore didn't lose any style..they didn't play with any! angry? not really..just feel like a fool for actually harbouring a little hope in a team who put schoolboys' football to shame!
it wasn't the scoreline..we could lose by 10 goals for all i care..but to play like they did..oh wait..let me rephrase that..but to stand around for singapore like they did while malaysia steamrolled over us..that's just not acceptable. but well, most singaporeans are like that anyway..we all like to stand around and wait for things to happen..if that's any consolation!

Santa vs Snowman 3D!

was excited to check out how the IMAX experience would be like and i must say it was quite nice =)

mainly it's a story about how a big chubby snowman wanted to get big nosed santa out of a job..
and so he declared war on santa..blah blah blah..
will not reveal anymore except that the fight scenes were hilarious! -heh-
overall, it was a pleasant experience..the characters are all so cuuuuute...-gushes-

well..that's of course looking past the storyline and the ridiculous charge of 13 bucks for a half an hour show!

can't wait for the Lion King to be released on 25th december! =)

My Smiling Face!

got my new license! yeah! nothing really classy but..
it means that i'm one of the first with the photo license and..
i can finally take off my P-plate!!
woohoo!

Something's clamping my head in!

my head's killing me..and all the doctor said was that i was too tensed up!
and that isn't good is it? =(

drove onto a kerb today while making a u-turn!
what on earth was i doing?! and the u-turn was a wide one at that!
goodness!

to make matters worse..i went all the way to singapore post in paya lebar when i knew that my mail (whatever mail it is stated in the memo) would only arrive tomorrow as stated in the memo (which i read and re-read at least 3 times!).
what's going on?!

i shall not dwell on this..that's what the creative thinking course i'm attending taught me..urm..i think!

anyway pulp's greatest hits compilation is out now in stores! SO GO GET IT!
no reviews will be written, none needed! =P

all this while jarvis cocker asks me a million times are you sure you want to live like common people?..for the last time NO jarvis NO!

Lose Yourself!

been a good week and that's not an exaggeration by any means..
posting results out..exam results out..extra long weekend off..
now all i need is to strike the lottery to make it all complete!

regarding the posting..i did not get posted out but..
two of the colleagues whom i'm closer to, got the bad news..
which makes this completely bittersweet for me..

exam results were alright considering that i had expected to fail..
(my expectations based on the fact that i did not even attend a single lesson for one of the subjects!)
one 50 and one 54..(is there someone reading this blog with superhuman powers or what!)
to say i'm contented will be an understatement!
then again, i've been like this about my exams since secondary school!
gosh..old habits die hard i suppose..
must change must change..-psyches himself-

2.42pm..eminem making a whole lot of noise about losing yourself in the music/ the moment you won it you better never let it go..
he's a whole lot of crap..but i like his music anyway..so maybe i'm crap as well! hmm..

meanwhile...
-addy goes to lose himself in the music/ the moment he's waiting for him to win toto!-
Brilliant!